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If I Can't Have Love, I Want Power

2021·Movie·R·53 min·★ 6.1(42)

“All of this is temporary.”

Featuring music from her fourth studio album produced by Trent Reznor and Atticus Ross, this evocative film experience stars Halsey as the young and pregnant Queen Lila, who wrestles with the manipulative chokehold of love.

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Where to watch If I Can't Have Love, I Want Power in United States

Can I watch If I Can't Have Love, I Want Power in United States? If I Can't Have Love, I Want Power isn't on subscription streaming in United States right now, but you can rent or buy it on Amazon Video and Google Play Movies.

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Where is If I Can't Have Love, I Want Power streaming around the world?

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United States—Amazon Video, Google Play Movies, YouTube
United Kingdom—Amazon Video, YouTube
Canada—YouTube
Australia—YouTube
Germany—Amazon Video, YouTube
France—YouTube
Japan—Amazon Video

About If I Can't Have Love, I Want Power

If I Can't Have Love, I Want Power is a 2021 English-language music and fantasy film directed by Colin Tilley. The cast is led by Halsey, Sasha Lane, Vuk Čelebič. It has a runtime of 0h 53m. In United States, it is available to rent or buy on Amazon Video and Google Play Movies.

If I Can't Have Love, I Want Power was produced by IMAX and made in United States of America. It was released on August 20, 2021, and carries a R certification.

Director
Colin Tilley
Writers
Halsey
Release date
August 20, 2021
OTT release
September 29, 2021
Original language
English
Age rating
R
Status
Released
Country
United States of America
Production
IMAX
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If I Can't Have Love, I Want Power cast & crew

If I Can't Have Love, I Want Power was directed by Colin Tilley and written by Halsey.

The cast features Halsey as Queen Lila / Lilith, Sasha Lane as The Seer, Vuk Čelebič as The King, Brian Caspe as The Aristocrat, Petr Barvik as Knight #11, and Michal Bednář as Knight #3.

Behind the camera, the score was composed by Halsey, cinematography is by Elias Talbot, and it was produced by Jamee Ranta and Halsey.

Is If I Can't Have Love, I Want Power worth watching?

At 0h 53m, it's an easy, time-light watch.

If you enjoy music and fantasy, If I Can't Have Love, I Want Power is worth a place on your watchlist.

How and where to watch If I Can't Have Love, I Want Power

If I Can't Have Love, I Want Power isn't on a subscription service in United States right now, but you can rent or buy it on Amazon Video, Google Play Movies, and YouTube.

It first became available to stream digitally on September 29, 2021.

Streaming rights change country by country and month by month, so the options above reflect United States today — switch your country at the top of the where-to-watch section to see availability elsewhere.

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Cast of If I Can't Have Love, I Want Power

Halsey

Halsey

Queen Lila / Lilith

Sasha Lane

Sasha Lane

The Seer

Vuk Čelebič

Vuk Čelebič

The King

Brian Caspe

Brian Caspe

The Aristocrat

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Petr Barvik

Knight #11

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Michal Bednář

Knight #3

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Jan Beránek

Knight #14

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Jakub Černý

Knight #4

Michaela Dinh

Michaela Dinh

Friend #3

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Marian Furdek

Knight #16

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Markéta Galuszková

Handmaiden #11

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Ondřej Houška

Knight #5

If I Can't Have Love, I Want Power — FAQs

▸Where can I watch If I Can't Have Love, I Want Power in United States?

If I Can't Have Love, I Want Power is not on subscription streaming in United States right now, but you can rent or buy it on Amazon Video and Google Play Movies and YouTube.

▸What language is If I Can't Have Love, I Want Power in?

If I Can't Have Love, I Want Power is originally in English. Subtitle and dub options vary by streaming service.

▸How long is If I Can't Have Love, I Want Power?

If I Can't Have Love, I Want Power runs 0 hours 53 minutes (53 minutes).

▸What is If I Can't Have Love, I Want Power rated?

If I Can't Have Love, I Want Power is rated R. It holds a 6.1/10 audience score from 42 ratings.

▸When did If I Can't Have Love, I Want Power release on OTT?

If I Can't Have Love, I Want Power became available digitally on September 29, 2021.

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